Broken Star – Trying to Express !


Background :- It’s about a girl, who has found out that she had lost everything, even the reason to live.


Your still standing on this verge of divided world,
lamenting upon your grief of being so incompetent,
Your still confused with the word’s of spoken yesterday,
lamenting upon your need to be much wanted, much trusted,


Your still standing with the broken star in your hand,
hoping that one day, it will shine, shine with all those beautiful one, up above you,
lamenting upon the faith of your undisclosed destiny,
Your still standing with the broken star, in your arms,


Your eyes are red like a beautiful rose,
Your hands are cold like a delicious desert,
Your heart is slow like the morning breeze,
Your mind is stagnant, like those mesmerizing droplets on the morning leaf,
Your life is enclosed within the fog of people’s choices,
by those selfish guardian,


Yet you look so beautiful, when you lament for that broken star,
It’s your heart which is full of precious gold, not your youthfulness which is as dull as hell’s path,
Your hope to see that star shining, is your path to spiritualism,
Your way back to those innocent days, when you jump on the barren land, in a hope to catch this shining star,
And, then you can meditate yourself to attain moksha, the eternal truth of being immortal,
And, perish one day, to become one of those beautiful, shinning star,


But,


Now, Your still standing, lamenting, crying harder, for this broken star, that lies inside your heart.


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 Don’t mind, if you didn’t like it, but let me know WHY ?


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* Painting is a copyright work of S.J. , and I am highly thank-full to her for letting me use it.
* Thanks AK for inspiring me to write this.
* Thank You Shyam Sir for correcting my grammatical errors, I hope I have none !




♥ MY FIRST L♥VE LETTER ♥

Yesterday, as I was searching through some off my old documents I found out a letter that was written by me to my Girlfriend when I was in tenth standard, but due to some unwanted circumstances I couldn’t post it. Writing in a hope that my first attempt of expressing love wont go in vain and can be used by coming generation to express the rightful and actual love. And for some other reasons also……….

THE LETTER

Letter Structure:-

It’s folded such that it has two sides to look for and is pinned on both side.

First Side – It was written –

“to the sweetest person

I have ever known”

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To my ,

Dear “—♥—“

Thou my handwriting is not gud, but still I writing this letter to let you know, that how much important you are for me. I know you will be upset to know that it’s not a ‘LOVE-LETTER’, but still I am presenting you –

MY FIRST NON-LOVE LETTER TO MY GIRLFREIND —♥—

Recently, I have come across through an article in Times of India, Suddenly it clicked me – It can help you in your studies( yeah! Cause most of the time I think about you). I really, from the core of my heart, deep down inside me, the person who loves you so much – wants you to do MBA, It can bring the change that we two are waiting for,” —♥—  plz , Believe“.

Hope, “ya tumhe bor nahi karta hai, —♥— pura padna“( I hope it won’t bore you, —♥— read completely)

GAIN FOCUS: – With these exercises…

When a person focuses his attention for a longer duration, it is referred to as concentration paying attention therefore, is the body function that makes concentration possible.

Tips for students:-

  • Always study at the same place; avoid studying in bed.
  • Set a time-table with 45 minutes study period and 5-10 minutes breaks in between.
  • Eat healthy snacks.
  • Sleep well for 6-8 hours.
  • Use bright light and keep away from radio/television while studying.
  • Use ‘FOCUS’ exercise to improve concentration power.

F – Finding ‘R’ exercise –

Twice a week.

  • Take an article of 500 words from a newspaper and in 30 seconds, count how many times the letter ‘R’ appears in it.
  • Subsequently Check your list for the number of missed R’s.
  • Practice this exercise until you reach perfection.

O- One thing Meditation –

Twice a day, 5-10 minutes.

  • Practice holding one specific object in mind like apple or pencil.
  • Keep your mental focus on the object for 5-10 minutes.

C – Check the recitation –

5 minutes thrice a week.

Read a short passage of a book you have never explored and try to recite it.

U – Using word Association –

Twice a week

A game where one person says a word and the next one says a new word while continuing to state the previous one.

For Example:-

  • apple
  • Red, apple
  • Healthy, red, apple etc.

The chain continues until one person wins.

S – Search in Photo exercise –

Twice a week.

  • Take an unfamiliar picture from a magazine.
  • After 30 seconds of observing, list the items from your memory.
  • Compare with the picture till you gain complete success.

That’s it ‘yaar’, it’s over. Hope it can help you in your future studies.

“—♥—“, I always liked you and loved you. I want you to be someone, whom I used to remember, a very sweet, cute, innocent, and cheerful person. Thou anything happens to our relationship, time take us anywhere, anytime, any circumstances, I will be always there-for YOU. Cause……………..

I LOVE YOU

Always: – “Yours Idiot”

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After this, there were three colour scented pages where I had written a song for her and pinned it up, thou the song was a copy-cat of “Dido’s thank you” but it has strong meaning for her and me, cause this is what she exactly think of me, here it is…..

“ My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can’t see at all
And even if I could it’d all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it’s not so bad,
it’s not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there’ll be hell today,
I’m late for work again
And even if I’m there, they’ll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it’s not so bad,
it’s not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I’m home at last
and I’m soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn’t have a clue
Because you’re near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life.

—       That’s what you think —♥—, Am I right !

Thank You ‘RAJ’

“MISSES

YOU

ALWAYS”

LAST SIDE: – Note: Keep the pin.

(KAAM AYEGA)

(You can Use)

—-‘SMILE YAAR’—–

I have written this letter on the night of 31st December, wanted to give her a new year’s RESOLUTION and I left it in my study table. Next morning when I woke up, my dad called me and asked “ What the hell is this? And who is this girl named ‘-–♥—‘ = ‘ ——-‘ “. AND………….

*Note – underline words have some special meaning cause these are the words that were missing from her life and I am still waiting to fill up those blanks.

**-–♥— mean my Girlfriend name.

***My special thanks to Singer and songwriter “ Florian Cloud de Bounevialle Armstrong aka DIDO” for her outstanding contribution to our relationship.

 

THE END TO MY LOVE STORY